Donnerstag, 23. Juni 2011



I'm sure most people have been or will be in a relationship, which begins really well because neither of you are too involved and you both still have a life or because you yourself are not too involved and are not the person who cares the most in the relationship.

At some point that feeling just changes, you find yourself doing more for the person, waiting for them 1 hour- 2 hours so that you can hang out. You find yourself compromising time with friends and study or work time and working out time and you find yourself cancelling events because all you really want to do is be with that person. The worst part of all of this isn't that your giving up so much for that person it's that they have become selfish, they give up less and less as you give up more. You find that your giving up your study time so that you can hang out with them in between their activities and study time and you find that you ditch your friends so that you can have an hour for them in between them meeting their friends.

Eventually you get to the point where you sulk around because you know that your putting in too much for what your getting, your friends are sick of you because you ditch them and constantly complain about him or her and yet never take their advice and you enter a state of pure lonliness to the most extreme degree, because you isolated yourself for someone who couldn't put half as much effort into the relationship as you did.

What can I say, love sucks.

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